I just want to be in love with my world.

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Heyyy i got a twitter!!! a new one lol follow meee :) my e-mail is miss.lori.mckee@gmail.com

Thu, 28 Apr 2011 23:55:02 -0400

Heyyy i got a twitter!!! a new one lol follow meee :) my e-mail is miss.lori.mckee@gmail.com

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9 loves :)

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9. I love me. I know it’s vain but i think i’m a generally good person that only wants to do good in the world and for myself. It’s like that healthy kind of self love that makes me so confident.

8. I love the people that make my life worth living. Friends and Family; which can be considered interchangeable. They pick me up when i am down and take me higher when i am happy. I’m so grateful i have people who care about me so much.

7. I love my dorm room. It sounds weird but i’ve never had a room that i really, totally got to decorate how I wanted. It has zebra and hot pink bedding (stripper sheets as everyone calls them), a map of the world, all of these really cool books i’ve always wanted, princess shit, a picture of space, flyers for cool stuff going down, etc etc. I just really like it. All this random shit that totally shows who i am, what i believe in, what i want. It makes me feel safe and secure and loved. Like the room belongs to me and i to it. Like that bare human need of shelter combined with the luxury of belonging.

6. I love all of those dying and suffering and hurting people everywhere. I don’t love where they’re at but i love them because they are my fellow humans. I want to save them and make them happy and adopt them. I want them to know that someone can care without knowing you or wanting something in return.

5. I love where my mother. More than anyone can imagine. The other day I had a dream that her mind started to slip away. I woke up and I had been crying in my sleep and then i couldn’t stop crying for hours because i couldn’t bear the thought.

4. I love my school/city. Despite all of those motherfucking hipsters lol. Even then they’re a huge source of amusement. I love how open and chill everyone is. I love how everyone is so smart. Also Austin is the most sexed up city in the U.S. oh heyy lol. i love that i can call myself a part of this beautiful world.

3. I love learning. I wish i could learn everything. I want to learn all of these languages and understand humanity, the way things work and everything else.

2. I love food and alcohol. Lol both can be vices but who gives a shit. I love that we have stuff to make us feel full and satisfied. I love alcohol because it gives me the excuse to do fun/stupid/ridiculous shit minus (mostly) the judgement. I love that we can escape when we want or feed our feelings. I’m glad we have that choice to enjoy ourselves.

1. I love sex. I looooove it. So far (well it’s only been two days but you know) the main thing i miss about being with sam is the sex. We did it like multiple times everyday. Perhaps i have an addiction? but i doubt that. It’s wonderful. You can feel so close to someone or just reach your peak and feel fantastic. It’s like a beautiful gift. I simply cannot stop raving about how much i love it. If i was ever with someone who didn’t want it as much or thought it should be used as a punishment or reward i would be miserable. That being said..i really wanna get laid lol.

single. single. single. single. freedom.

Thu, 20 Jan 2011 23:36:22 -0500

truth

Thu, 20 Jan 2011 05:06:48 -0500

truth

10 day challenge :) secrets

Thu, 20 Jan 2011 04:53:05 -0500

Ten Secrets:

10. I sometimes wish i was like Raechel Adams and could be totally ok with pleasing everyone and being perfect all the time.

9. I enjoy looking up embarrassing things like engagement rings, wedding gowns, honey moon trips, and cute baby pics on the internet..

8. I used to five finger discount stuff.

7. Despite living in Austin, I still hate pretentious hipsters. Especially the vegetarian/vegan ones. If you cared so much about the animals then you wouldn’t wear over-priced leather boots..especially not to tuck your skinny jeans in.

6. I’m a really spiteful person. It’s terrible. Mainly in my relationships though. As you insult me I will start texting someone to come over and give me positive attention. Positive attention meaning kisses.

5. I drunkenly kissed a girl..again..and liked it. But there was no cherry chapstick involved so it’s obviously not love.

4. Every day I pray over and over again that my mom will be safe. I’m so afraid of her dying and leaving me an orphan.

3. I totally kissed this one hot, blonde frat dude, in his apartment the other night whilst I was drunk and saying things like “I shouldn’t cheat on my bf but your lips are so soft.”

2. There’s this super hot dude at the gym that i always eye fuck with. I call him gym crush. We never spoke until this frat party the other night. We didn’t dance cuz he was there with someone but he got my name and said that he looks for me everyday at the gym. Of course when we added each other on fb I realized we are both shitty people in relationships.

1. I think about dumping Sam all the time. Despite the fact that things are great most of the time I’m obviously still in my whore phase and I don’t trust myself not to take my spitefulness way too far. I totally was crying earlier cuz I couldn’t stand it. He doesn’t know I do anything wrong (and i totally do. i know that) but seriously he’s so fucking annoying sometimes. I was so fucking stressed out today. I had a bunch of classes, I didn’t sleep, I found out Autumn’s parent refuse to co-sign for her for our apartment next year, I spent three hours waiting in line for/getting books, etc etc and he gets super fucking pissed and has the fucking audacity to tell me “i don’t like being denied. especially by my girlfriend” when i tell him that i can’t come over and fuck him right then but i can in a couple of hours. and of course when i do go over and tell him about my shitty day he says “so are you gonna blow me.” this is why i think i should be single…ughhhh

yeah buddy

Wed, 19 Jan 2011 00:42:44 -0500

yeah buddy

Happy face i’m really really fucking happy and in like...

Tue, 18 Jan 2011 23:18:00 -0500

Happy face i’m really really fucking happy and in like with my bf :D

I FOUND THAT BADASS COUCH-BED.

Tue, 18 Jan 2011 23:15:06 -0500

I FOUND THAT BADASS COUCH-BED.:

Actual children's answers to the question “what is love?”

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Actual children's answers to the question “what is love?”:

virgintongues:

“When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.” - Billy, age 4

“Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.” - Karl, age 5

“Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.” - Chrissy, age 6

“Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired.” - Terri, age 4

“Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.” - Danny, age 7

“Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss.” - Emily, age 8

“Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.” - Bobby, age 7

“If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,” - Nikka, age 6

“Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.” - Noelle, age 7

“Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.” - Tommy, age 6

“During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore.” - Cindy, age 8

“My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.” - Clare, age 6

“Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.” - Elaine, age 5

“Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.” - Chris, age 7

“Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.” - Mary Ann, age 4

“I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones.” - Lauren, age 4

“When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.” - Rebecca, age 8

“When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.” - Karen, age 7

“You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.” - Jessica, age 8

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i did a terrible, stupid thing...

Wed, 05 Jan 2011 06:07:26 -0500

so i was just browsing online and may or may not have typed in “pink engagement ring”

worst mistake ever since i’m pretty sure i just came.

tfln: (202): i should not be allowed to orgasm that much in one day.

Wed, 05 Jan 2011 02:49:38 -0500

tfln:

(202): i should not be allowed to orgasm that much in one day.

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Guess who's FBO!!!!

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